STREAM OF CONSCIOUSNESS

The brain is a weird place... especially my brain. Some days even I want to stay out of the random thoughts that pass. Sometime I have to scold myself just for thinking them. Thank god being shy comes in handy in this sense... at least I don't get myself in actual trouble with these thoughts. Usually these thoughts are a result of exhaustion because I just get silly and slowly the weird thoughts emerge. On the opposite end of the spectrum, when I'm tired, there is not a single thought to be had beside, "I'M SO TIRED, I WANT TO GO TO BED. I'M SO TIRED, I WANT TO GO TO BED. I'M SO TIRED I WANT TO GO TO BED." (side note: this is always said in a British accent in my head). When my mind is occupied with the repetition of these thoughts i find it so hard to be creative. Unless I have fallen asleep (which happens more than I'd like to admit to) I have challenged myself  to write, just write about something, anything that has had an impact on my day. Well as stated prior, my mind has been too consumed with sleepy thoughts to think be filled with anything worth while. So, here I am, writing a stream of consciousness (another term coined by someone else - Grace Helbig, thanks). This is probably the lamest post to come to mind, but at least I am writing something down, getting my brain going. Honestly, it dissappoints me to see someone apologize for not writing due to writers block. You should be writing for yourself, and if you're doing that, it shouldn't matter what kind of crap comes out. This is utter crap, but hey, now it's on the internet for anyone to read. Anyways, I should probably contain some of the thinking abilities for the homework that has to be done, oh the life of a college senior!