Married with Commitment Issues?

I found it ironic (during one of my morning YouTube video and tea binges) one of my favorite YouTubers brought up the topic of commitment during her vlogging session. In a nut shell, she mentioned she was acknowledging how consistent she has been doing up vlogging and up loading, but wasn't promising a video the next day because she doesn't like to commit to things. While at the same time realizing she is very committed to her husband and child.

Basically, this topic has been on my mind for a few day because first, I have been trying hard to post on my blog everyday like I wanted to when I started blogging for a hobby at the beginning of summer and.. I HAVE OFFICIALLY BLOGGED EVERYDAY FOR 1 WEEK STRAIGHT. I know this may seem like a minor accomplishment, but this is huge for me and it takes me to where my brain went next on this commitment topic... Hello my name is Katie and I am a giver-uper. When I get a little stumped on something I just immediately give up. I admit there were nights this week that I got home late from work, I was tired, and had nothing on my mind I wanted to blog about, but I figured something out anyways. I hate committing to preordering books and music because it makes me anxious, how am I going to know that I will like the whole book or music?! I have to look/listen before I decided to spend money on it.  Finally, yes, I realize (like my Youtube-internet friend) even though I have commitment issues, I am VERY committed to my husband and love him dearly. Despite my insecurities, me marrying him makes me more comfortable than anxious, but this is due to a different 'Katie-ism' (as I like to call my little quirks).

I really like this evening wind down routine, ending with blogging, i got into this week.It calms me and I am officially challenging myself to (not commit to) continue to find some little bit in my life to reflect on and blog about. It's like a little time capsule :)